Hate this feeling.

Two days ago it was me and Emmie’s one year. It was a regular school day we couldn’t do anything really special so I just took her out to pho. But, i’ve been saving a lot lately. So I’m taking her to Santa Cruz beach boardwalk today. I can’t believe we made this so far. This feeling is so indescribable. She’s means so much to me. I’m really happy, I just want to but the drama and bullshit on the side an enjoy today’s special day. She’s legitimately my first real girlfriend and the best I ever had.
She’s really unique in her own special way. I love you Emmie San Diego.(:

Last week, I went to my mom’s friend’s brother’s funeral. I started thinking deeply.Overthinking lead you to negative thinking. My grandma turned 83 that day. I just started thinking negatively. I cried at the funeral because I don’t want my grandma to die, she’s getting older. She was there for me when I was in diapers. She’s the best grandma ever. I have that unconditional love for her. I pray that she still have more years to live.:”(

When I first saw you I was like

“Damn, you such a cutie.”

Can I take you out to the movies.

You were so perfect, it’s hard to describe.

Everytime I was with you, I felt those vibes.

Over a period of time we had a connection.

Facebook chatting, non-stop texting.

Your always lookin’ pretty

never looking shitty

I though we were ready.

When I asked you out I was shakey.

Now look at us, I call you my “baby.”

- To my gf, Emmie San Diego.

Over thinking leads to negative thoughts.